solitude

I cannot stand
this

anymore

I do not want
this

anymore

I am scared

scared,
as hell cause
I don’t know where
this leads me
anymore

Loneliness is deep and
eats you from the inside like
a rat nabbing on some
food scraps and

All I can hear are screams
of fear so
unclear

I say to myself in the middle of the night I
can handle this I
am strong enough there
is just one more
day
to conquer
and it’s gonna be fine, in the end but all I have is here
right now and it’s
unclear

There is a painting
a painting of a lion I made, hanging on my wall that reminds me how strong
I am

I feel both a
lion
and a bunny
inside
and I all I can do is count one
two
three

breathe.

Solitude
is as deep as
the dead sea and
it eats you from the inside like
a rat
nabbing on some food scraps and
all you can do is

breathe

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